REFLECTIONS ON PLACE: "Last Light"

           

Relections on Place was the title of the event Monday night at the Sylva Public Library, celebrating the installation of Western Carolina University's new chancellor, David Belcher.  Jerry Wolfe, Ron Rash, and I presented our stories and poems for an appreciative audience, one containing several good friends I've not seen in a long while, including Gayle Woody, Nancy DeSain, Joyce and Allen Moore--and a few facebook friends I'd not met in the flesh!  I closed my reading with this poem, first published in Warren Wilson College's Heartstone.   The quote from Adrienne Rich I have carried with me for years seems even more appropriate now, as we face the prospect of forgetting so much of our history, including our connection to the land.  Adrienne Rich died two days ago, leaving behind a poetic and feminist legacy that has nourished many of our lives.

                            Last Light      
   

The tests I need to pass are prescribed by the spirits

of place    who understand travel but not amnesia.

      from “This Is My Third and Last Address to You” --Adrienne Rich

                                      

                                 1.

Almost the age when memory falters,

I fear being made to count backward

by seven’s, to answer to date, year, and

Presidents, as if  those numbers and names

matter more in the end  than this place

where I stand at the same kitchen window,

observing the same pines set swaying by wind,

reaching upward as I’ll reach, come morning,

my arms to the ceiling, breathing the dark out

of  body and spirit, exhaling that  old dream 

of nothingness: laying my head down to sleep.

                          

                            2.

Now Rocky Face Ridge catches fire

in the last light and, though I can’t hear it

from where I stand, Cullowhee Creek tumbles into

the Tuckaseegee, always unscrolling beneath me

the names I already know.  Snowbird.

Buzzards Roost.  Weyahutta.  Oconaluftee.

.                        3.

I don’t know how long names can last 

if there’s no one to care where they live. 

What I saw on the hairpin curve down from

the Chimney Tops, white as snow, I’ve not forgotten.

Phacelia.  And how, on the trail leading

up to the summit of Suncota Ridge,

I saw sauntering toward me a young woman

I could have sworn was the reincarnation of

every spring wildflower ever named anywhere.  

                        

                  4.

Closer she comes to me each April,

as if she means more than I have a lifetime

to know.  Roundabout her, her white Easter dress 

whispers every thing I want  to keep living

here in this valley that cups the last swallow of light,

every name I must reach to remember or else

lose them, hillside by hillside, to darkness.