Hallows
1.
These leaves at my window,
death-speckled black oak and blood-maple,
fall to the earth into which
she was sealed, leaving me
to imagine I see through the hollows
of what were her eyes how another day
breaks on the backs of the scrub pines
that stand up to welcome it.
2.
She was no saint.
She never fasted,
and if she prayed,
I never heard her
aside from the Lawsy
she uttered as down
she sank onto the dark
of the chamber pot
while I tried to be sleeping.
She stirred up the fire
to a roar every morning and beat
the dough smooth, shoved it into the oven
to bake and be eaten. When I hear Pavarotti
sing Panis Angelicus, I see her hands
deep in the dough bowl,
and I hear the fire in the stove rumble,
I hear her clucking and sighing,
she who could never on this earth
deliver unto any table a dry piece of cornbread,
whose old-fashioned cakes
that lay solid as flesh on the plates
put to shame every paper-thin
slice of the town-ladies’ angelfood cakes.
Any honest- to-god angel
would have preferred them,
a dollop of whipped cream atop
every thick slice and after that, oh,
just a touch of her Christmas divinity.
3.
Los Muertos. The dead.
They are out there this morning,
in the woods with the busy squirrels
laying up treasures on earth,
this heaven of acorns and walnuts.
This granary.
These last dawns before the leaves go,
I wake early to watch from the window
my dead ones out there in the woods
leaf by leaf come
to rest on the ground
where at last they have nothing
to say beyond what’s meant
to lie on the earth and be claimed by it.
from Coming To Rest, LSU Press
Wonderful post, Kay. I particularly enjoyed the verses about your grandmother. The photos sing the songs of autumn.
ReplyDeleteJust beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing this feast of words!
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